9:43 p.m. - May 18, 2004
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My therapist called tonight to request an appointment change and we talked briefly about medication. He's been pushing it fairly strenuously and I just won't do it. He said if I'd only imagine what my life could be like without my worries and anxieties, I'd be like most other people who take medication: They don't regret it.
I understand what he's saying but it's not an option.
Each day I tell myself I can't take much more of this but I'm still going.
