12:24 a.m. - July 20, 2004
Something to think about.
To reject him, to deflect his interest, doesn't make me feel good. I feel bad, as though I should be thankful there is somebody interested in me. Yet there is a pervasive scent of power or strength that I, me, can reject somebody.
Standard lines of I'm not looking for a relationship (a lie), I'm not ready for a relationship (true), I can't have a relationship (true).