12:14 a.m. - January 31, 2010
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Once again I feel safe sharing my thoughts here, now that readers have left and the waters have stilled. Today I sat on the couch with a book and watched the snow fall, ate leftover Chinese food for dinner, and thought about celibacy being for some a choice and for others a condition brought about by circumstance. I'm burning in unquenched lust not for sex but for the intimacy of holding a hand, of looking at a smile sent in my direction.
The snow blanket quieted the outdoors and made my thoughts louder than usual.
