5:30 p.m. - January 02, 2003
Now, is this a symptom or seeing clearly?
I turn down job offers to teach. I dream about relocating and experiencing a new locale, but don't pursue it. Offered jobs in Sacramento (hell no), the fast-track at SLC, the others before and to each I'm earnest when I say I will check into this and go so far as interview but really, all I want to do is stay put. Who am I kidding; this is a symptom. I don't want change.