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7:24 p.m. - October 25, 2003 My job lets me be the fly on the wall, there but not there and it can be difficult like it was today to do an HIV/AIDS counselor-training session and want to ask questions, soak up what I can, make sure that the client will request me at the subsequent training sessions (three more 12-hour days) so I can get my fill, maybe feel more confident, normal, among gay men and less insecure. To develop that peer support essential to maintaining a healthy gay self-image. To talk about guys with, to ask my questions, to learn the things I don't know.
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