10:34 a.m. - November 04, 2003
The karma bus not only smacked me in the ass, ran me over and then idled, it pumps sulfurous exhaust in my face
Update regarding Anthropology Man: He has a girlfriend. Of 3 years. Living with him. Who answered the phone when I called for the second time.
The irony clobbers me.
After telling me this, he says he'd like to meet tonight, hang out. Yeah guy, I know that code word too and that simply won't happen.
Frustrating to want and grapple with faith and self-doubt and convictions and fear dissuading, but not loudly enough so that I pay attention.
