6:12 p.m. - August 04, 2003
It's okay if you say no, but just say something!
This is the first time I've really been asked out by a guy. I -
I what? Have a boyfriend? Am seeing somebody? What do I call Spec? Just a friend?
He'll be here in 10 minutes and I hope, I pray, I've dressed well enough. Where is a woman when you need her?
I feel weird, giddy, a bit flustered. Strange times are ahead.
This is a real, live date.
One point for me today.