9:44 a.m. - August 17, 2003
Last morning in Maryland
He is sweet and cuddly this morning, got breakfast for us, singing to me and making plans: I fly to Seattle in September, he to me in October, we can make this work. I'm quiet but feel the lure, why can't he - futile to wonder why again, right?
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Last night's sex was incredible, matched only by this morning's.
Profound: Because the sex is good, I'm tempted to keep him around.
I'm fitting into the gay underworld far more easily than I thought.
Only a bit of sarcasm.
Leaving this afternoon for California and its gold-brown hills.
I'm glad he came. I gain better perspective this way. I just wish - we know, we know.
