7:58 p.m. - November 27, 2003
Do they know it's Christmas?
I did not feel, do not feel, lonely and I am glad for it.
That is a (small but growing) lie.
Somewhat productive today but mental acuity and motivation at a low ebb.
I declined Thanksgiving-dinner invites because I didn't want people to see me eating.
If it's not one thing, it's another. Sonofabitch.
