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9:25 a.m. - November 03, 2003 Subtitle A game called Defiance Objective: To avoid built-in routines stipulating responses to bad thoughts or feelings. To get outside more, to interact with more people, to re-create The Old Jason. I�ve added a �What I did today� field at the left as a means of monitoring self-accountability. Why stew when I can walk, after all? Today�s doing: Tonight at the group, I will be the first to speak. Tomorrow�s doing: Tomorrow morning I will leave early enough to browse the outdoor market before my assignment begins. I�ve wanted to do that for over a year. It�s time, eh? Caution to self: Nobody accomplishes a marathon without warming up first. This is stupid, I�m telling myself. Laughable. An implausible attempt. Attempt at what? I don�t know. Look, I kick myself down when I�m already down. This is called defiance for a reason. Must go.
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