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11:19 a.m. - February 17, 2004 Can I say perfect match already? This disconnect between trying something out with Ryan II while talking to others - Chris in particular - is not lost on me. I am a hypocrite and that leaves a nasty taste in my mouth. I am interested in Chris yet am with Ryan II. How the hell do I get myself in these situations? It is an interest that will pass; I'm not going to be a slut either mental or physical, will not hurt someone like that. But I am interested. I am becoming much more comfortable with things and can see fruition. It is a crazy day.
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