5:46 p.m. - January 23, 2003
It's a game. If he were here I know I'd give in, I'd forgive what happened before and see nothing but stars and I think he knows this. What are his motives? Is this an ego boost for him? Conjecture is both waste of time and what else - I don't know. What distinguishes reaction to over-reaction? Hyperbole not, I feel like I need to hide. It's ridiculous but my instinct is to flee, change numbers, emails, invest in Dobermans? German Shepards? I'm a little scared, I admit it, mostly hurt, thoroughly tired of this. No drama allowed, remember?
I'm not going to write about this again.