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5:18 a.m. - July 21, 2002
Giving up
It hurts deep to attempt a veneer of adulthood when inside there's nothing but a stupid child clamoring to understand what's going on outside. To reconcile the two I become cold, impervious, but like most children can see and call things for what they are so as cold as I become on the outside, I know it's because I'm afraid on the inside and so not even the sham is successful. (Delete) I give up.
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