12:50 p.m. - September 23, 2002
Yeah, me too
Same exact words, different voice: Why do you fight against it so hard?
Standard reply: Because it's evil. Depraved. A black hole of vice and hedonism. Emotionally sterile.
Whispered reply: Because it reminds me.
Above exchange borne from the latest invitation and my decline.
It's a choice.
I choose to say no.
But there's another whisper, too, and it makes me sad.
