3:01 p.m. - May 20, 2008
I shut down and nod my head, I understand. Smile when he says we're going to have a great friendship. Sit in the car and will my eyes dry, always in control and unreachable.
it hurts so bad I don't know what to say.
I fail at the most basic level of being human much less being a man. Wasted space. A nothing space.
I'm screaming inside and I don't make a sound. In every way there's nothing left.