9:29 a.m. - March 28, 2003
I had a rough night.
On today's To Do list:
1. Complete installation of shelving in laundry room (a project interrupted over a month ago);
I feel like I'm drowning in all this fresh air but it is good to resist the impulse to shut down, though I'm doing plenty of that as it is.
I don't want to go to the Indianapolis conference, I don't want to present and be happy and scholarly and work to impress and stand in front of people who either oooh and ahhh or don't and I'll wonder why they didn't, how I failed to awe. Hyperbolic yet true. I know I won't present well.
To take my mind off things I launch into hyperdrive - hyperdrive? what the fuck? eh, maybe it fits - and jump into Busy Busy Busy. I'm already running out of things to do and it's 9:45 a.m. A long day and night ahead.