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8:17 a.m. - October 15, 2003
A no is a no unless it's my no, apparently
Something to think about today: It is difficult for me to say no.

Ryan: Let me come over tonight.

Me: Nah, that's not a good idea. I have to be up early tomorrow.

Ryan: No sex, just a movie. I'll bring clothes for tomorrow.

Me: No, I can't do that.

Ryan: I can tell you want me to come over! Don't fight it, just say yes.

Me: Okay, fine.

He comes over and we have sex and all the while, I'm thinking, I said no, didn't I? He thinks my reticence is cute. I find it demoralizing.


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