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6:43 a.m. - August 01, 2005
August already? I go home in 30 days
Felt lonely last night so called Aundrea: no answer. Called Bathsheba: no answer. Called CM: no answer. Called Alex: an answer. Talked until 3:15 a.m., comforted to hear a familiar voice.

Dragged my ass out of bed this morning. Lingered in an extra hot shower. Thought about trying to stop despising myself for my weaknesses but couldn't think of something I'm genuinely proud of, or at best like myself for.

Preoccupied. A grain of redemption, isn't that what the Bible says? Mine must be toejamb.


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