July 12, 2008 - not a nod to ee cummings, simply a disabled caps lock key
June 22, 2008 - -
June 15, 2008 - -
June 12, 2008 - Now this is unusual
June 10, 2008 - A Monastery of One
June 08, 2008 - -
June 06, 2008 - -
May 30, 2008 - A temporary hurt, yes
May 20, 2008 - -
March 09, 2008 - Folly
February 20, 2008 - Ask of me
January 23, 2008 - Lollipop, lollipop
January 18, 2008 - Meaningful
January 17, 2008 - Customization
December 22, 2007 - south lake table
November 28, 2007 - Know
November 24, 2007 - Tick
October 16, 2007 - Touch
September 04, 2007 - Money woes? or Google woes?
September 03, 2007 - My feet are moving in place
August 24, 2007 - -
August 21, 2007 - -
August 17, 2007 - North Carolina on my mind
August 11, 2007 - I am Murphy's Default Button
August 09, 2007 - Non-Descript is like the childhood blanket pulled out to cover aches
May 25, 2007 - -
January 03, 2007 - Exeunt stage, close the curtains, send the actor home to resume real life
December 29, 2006 - Take a minute and think of things
December 17, 2006 - What's left?
December 11, 2006 - New York New York New York
December 06, 2006 - A lesson on sodomy, of sorts
December 04, 2006 - Jason lost a fiiiiight, Jason lost a fiiiiight
November 30, 2006 - I never learn
November 22, 2006 - Off to Seattle for Thanksgiving
November 16, 2006 - Disappointment
November 08, 2006 - Closet doors
November 07, 2006 - Democrats, Republicans, Mickey Mouse tattoos
November 06, 2006 - Ted Haggard and my cubicle
November 01, 2006 - Beep beep
October 29, 2006 - Hartford to Chicago to San Francisco
October 22, 2006 - Guiltless for now, unlikely to remain so for long
October 21, 2006 - A booty call, a real one
October 21, 2006 - Accident
October 20, 2006 - Resolved
October 19, 2006 - Silly forward, but it killed some time
October 18, 2006 - -
October 16, 2006 - Post-Scriptum
October 12, 2006 - -
September 16, 2006 - -
September 14, 2006 - -
September 07, 2006 - Social interaction, nearly forgotten but most welcome
September 05, 2006 - The Chair II
September 03, 2006 - Mindless chatter
August 13, 2006 - Oh happy day?
August 08, 2006 - Macs for me, Macs for everyone!
July 25, 2006 - -
April 17, 2006 - -
April 12, 2006 - Not here long enough to
April 08, 2006 - Notes from Zion, Part 2
April 06, 2006 - Notes from Zion: Part I
March 26, 2006 - -
March 22, 2006 - Back to work
March 20, 2006 - Love and porn: What a Monday
March 14, 2006 - -
March 12, 2006 - I don't know
March 11, 2006 - Selfish, moody prick
March 04, 2006 - Disgust
February 25, 2006 - Vacation comes just in time
February 17, 2006 - Doing great work but not where it's needed
February 17, 2006 - Orlando, the ersatz capital of the world
February 13, 2006 - Looking at the good
February 11, 2006 - A visit, a tempest, a snowfall. Which will I remember longest?
February 06, 2006 - Curious
February 04, 2006 - A cide alternating between patri- and sui-
January 28, 2006 - What happened to hiding my weaknesses?
January 25, 2006 - Longing for what could be if
January 23, 2006 - On friends
January 22, 2006 - Bile
January 20, 2006 - Just like a slutty flight attendant, hooking up all over the place
January 17, 2006 - Tuesday evening, Houston sucks, and I'm unhappy I can't as well
January 09, 2006 - Notes from Orlando
January 09, 2006 - Notes from Orlando
January 05, 2006 - Gay days and nights ahead
January 01, 2006 - -
December 31, 2005 - New Year's Eve
December 13, 2005 - -
November 28, 2005 - A peck, a jolt, unsettlement
November 17, 2005 - Bad mood
November 15, 2005 - When emotions enter the picture, I dive into work
November 07, 2005 - Birthday
November 05, 2005 - Confusion without giving up leads to... hanging in there and liking it
November 03, 2005 - One should have a gay buddy before attempting to forge a gay relationship
October 27, 2005 - Going away AGAIN
October 24, 2005 - Articulatory mess
October 22, 2005 - -
October 18, 2005 - Up too early
October 17, 2005 - Sweet homecoming
October 14, 2005 - I long for what was, am content with what is, am hopeful for what is to come
October 11, 2005 - Like Odysseus, lash me to the mast so I can hear the sweet sound despite the danger of madness
October 03, 2005 - Come out come out come out wherever you are
October 02, 2005 - Homeward bound
September 26, 2005 - A man who arises early to prepare breakfast while you shower is a rare one indeed
September 25, 2005 - A new beginning & A hither-to unshared sexual interest
September 24, 2005 - -
September 23, 2005 - Short, so I don't forget tonight
September 22, 2005 - Feel feel feel
September 20, 2005 - Gil L., b(?) - 2005, taken far too soon
September 18, 2005 - -
September 18, 2005 - -
September 13, 2005 - On a crisp night with purple clouds and a strong breeze
September 06, 2005 - Chop shops and whores: At least it was only the vehicle that went bye-bye
September 05, 2005 - Dis/content on a quiet, cool night
September 04, 2005 - Church picnics and Jason: Not like oil and water
September 03, 2005 - May you live in interesting times, eh?
August 30, 2005 - Chitty chitty bang bang. I feel like saying this and will again: Chitty chitty bang bang
August 28, 2005 - Sweet homecoming; not bittersweet, not depressing, not disappointing. Just: Good
August 24, 2005 - -
August 20, 2005 - -
August 15, 2005 - Snake, sun, country road
August 14, 2005 - On. Off. On. Off. On. Off. Not on and no off
August 07, 2005 - More than one funeral tonight
August 05, 2005 - Maruchan tempers
August 01, 2005 - August already? I go home in 30 days
July 31, 2005 - Pant, pant, how I want to slurp
July 30, 2005 - Quiet morning, the foot-traffic sparse below
July 26, 2005 - Silly
July 25, 2005 - Recap quickly, because my dinner awaits
July 25, 2005 - Opening day jitters
July 24, 2005 - Some thoughts
July 23, 2005 - Appurtances
July 22, 2005 - Check, check, check
July 18, 2005 - I'll have a beignet with extra powder please
July 18, 2005 - Feeling talkative. Sure this isn't a sign of mania?
July 17, 2005 - Catch up, in brief, because I no longer have much to share
July 11, 2005 - An up and a down. Or (subtitled) A Pound and an Ounce
July 08, 2005 - Peanut M&Ms on a Friday night
July 06, 2005 - Stain
June 06, 2005 - Dull
May 29, 2005 - Psalm something, the one I can't remember
May 25, 2005 - -
May 16, 2005 - -
May 15, 2005 - I don't know what to say or how to say it? Bullshit
May 06, 2005 - -
May 02, 2005 - Landlord, Part II
May 01, 2005 - At last
April 27, 2005 - Big black markers
April 19, 2005 - Creak goes the closet door
April 15, 2005 - March, march, march
April 15, 2005 - Uncertainties beware
April 15, 2005 - Uncertainties beware
April 11, 2005 - Oh
April 07, 2005 - Nothing
April 03, 2005 - Reprise exeunt letdowns
March 31, 2005 - -
March 31, 2005 - -
March 29, 2005 - Iter maximus
March 29, 2005 - Iter maximus
March 25, 2005 - -
March 23, 2005 - Take me too, while you're at it
March 13, 2005 - Crumple crumple crumple
March 09, 2005 - Ah
March 05, 2005 - Abashed
March 04, 2005 - Before entering elevators, see who's inside first
March 02, 2005 - All over the map
February 23, 2005 - Get over it
February 20, 2005 - Fat ass! Fat ass! FAT ASS
February 20, 2005 - I laugh for no reason this morning
February 20, 2005 - I laugh for no reason this morning
February 19, 2005 - Jealousy: A trickle, not a torrent. Yet?
February 17, 2005 - Daffodils
February 15, 2005 - -
February 14, 2005 - Everybody please, just shut up
February 12, 2005 - And for the poor caveman, was there no fire?
February 10, 2005 - Quiet table, quiet restaurant, quiet lunch
February 08, 2005 - Cold on one side, warm on the other: Facet me, then scatter the ashes
February 07, 2005 - It is too quiet in my house. There, that's better: Loud music to keep me company
February 07, 2005 - It is too quiet in my house. There, that's better: Loud music to keep me company
February 04, 2005 - I don't feel sorry, but I do feel a loss
February 03, 2005 - Repeat 1,000x
February 02, 2005 - I'm worried, but writing about it only exacerbates things
January 29, 2005 - Snow coming down just for me
January 28, 2005 - Grr. Just shut up and pay attention
January 27, 2005 - Brrrrr
January 26, 2005 - At least my iPod doesn't annoy me
January 26, 2005 - At least my iPod doesn't annoy me
January 24, 2005 - Thoughts on the avoided question
January 21, 2005 - I still imagine contrary things
January 17, 2005 - On my day off, I embark on a new engagement
January 16, 2005 - Kyrie
January 13, 2005 - Silly day: Worried as I was at times, I liked the adrenaline
January 12, 2005 - Haven't done one of these in a while
January 09, 2005 - -
January 08, 2005 - One writes to fill up the silent spaces for company
January 03, 2005 - 2005 Book Reviews
January 03, 2005 - Case of the Appearing Roadster is now resolved
January 03, 2005 - The Case of the Appearing Roadster
January 02, 2005 - Yesyesnonoyesnonoyes?
December 31, 2004 - O
December 29, 2004 - -
December 28, 2004 - The book is released
December 27, 2004 - A scratchy throat
December 24, 2004 - Christmas Eve 2004, a night of one wonder and one jealous streak
December 24, 2004 - Nothing in particular
December 22, 2004 - Cookies and cream oh my
December 22, 2004 - These are the things that excite me
December 21, 2004 - It is uncomfortable: My nose is cold and I shiver, and resolutely keep the window open
December 21, 2004 - Bells ring
December 20, 2004 - So he writes
November 28, 2004 - Holiday? What holiday?
November 22, 2004 - -
November 22, 2004 - Huzzah?
November 21, 2004 - Bad news travels in threes
November 19, 2004 - Shit
November 19, 2004 - Shit
November 18, 2004 - Master schedule now in order, through April.
November 17, 2004 - Fog
November 16, 2004 - Don't take my teeth
November 13, 2004 - -
November 11, 2004 - I would have gladly shared
November 08, 2004 - Breathe in, breathe out, laugh, breathe in, breathe out, laugh
November 07, 2004 - There is not much more to say and it frightens me
November 06, 2004 - Musings
October 31, 2004 - On this type of morning, I wish I could bake scones or something else equally absorbing and pleasing
October 30, 2004 - Recap and uncap?
October 27, 2004 - You can suck my degree
October 25, 2004 - Someone purchased a day but didn't claim it: Ergo, I have it all to myself
October 24, 2004 - Bondage, S&M, and more? Sure, you can tie my hands up
October 20, 2004 - I do not know what I say
October 17, 2004 - Recap and don't be late
October 15, 2004 - Enlighten me?
October 13, 2004 - Inaction, action, which way will the wind blow?
October 11, 2004 - I'm angry at men tonight: Spec, Nividian, the man who sprawled on a leather couch
October 08, 2004 - -
October 06, 2004 - At work, listening to my iPod
October 03, 2004 - -
September 30, 2004 - -
September 29, 2004 - -
September 27, 2004 - -
September 26, 2004 - -
September 26, 2004 - -
September 21, 2004 - Some worries, some alarmism, the usual lack of resolve
September 19, 2004 - -
September 16, 2004 - The bougainvillea blossoms are dropping
September 15, 2004 - The weather is still warm, but the mornings are cool
September 14, 2004 - I'm such a pussy that even I get sexually harassed
September 14, 2004 - The morning glories are dead but their afterimage lingers
September 13, 2004 - Cogito
September 12, 2004 - Catch-up
September 09, 2004 - Scare-de-cat
September 08, 2004 - check, check, check
September 07, 2004 - Tuesday morning, nothing special
September 05, 2004 - A quiet Sunday morning, not cool enough to be dewey but promises are made
September 04, 2004 - Query
September 03, 2004 - And end to the week, a day I dread
September 03, 2004 - I'll mutter to myself like a crazy homeless man sooner or later
September 02, 2004 - Unexpected testimonials on a train ride
August 31, 2004 - It's my anthem, my opus in the works
August 31, 2004 - I need to iron my shirt
August 29, 2004 - Jeff, you made me smile
August 29, 2004 - Listening to some cello, some Vltava, some Mozart
August 28, 2004 - Anna Karenina
August 27, 2004 - I am still not done for the day. A good thing because like most Fridays, I have no plans
August 27, 2004 - I'm a tool, but a well-paid one
August 24, 2004 - Phillippians 4:1-13
August 21, 2004 - Act III, Scene 1
August 20, 2004 - Last day in DC. Homegoing tomorrow
August 17, 2004 - Late: The Aftermath
August 17, 2004 - LATE
August 15, 2004 - Chagrin over French toast
August 14, 2004 - Nectarines taste best after two days
August 12, 2004 - Habari gani, journal
August 10, 2004 - Morning, again
August 09, 2004 - A breath
July 30, 2004 - -
July 26, 2004 - It is a cry for help, isn't it? In its own way?
July 24, 2004 - Lard asses and tubs of white, emolient lard
July 24, 2004 - Memory lane
July 22, 2004 - Survey? Instant psycho-analysis
July 21, 2004 - Proof copy of Unit One is the locomotive pulling into - or out of? - the station
July 21, 2004 - Slackerdom intensified, though promises a waning effect late into the night
July 21, 2004 - Be it Resolved: II
July 20, 2004 - By general proclamation and consensus
July 20, 2004 - Say no to Steve
July 19, 2004 - Long in the making, short on the substance
July 18, 2004 - Next get-together is at Miles' house in Morgan Hill
July 18, 2004 - Nice wedding
July 17, 2004 - Poem: You
July 17, 2004 - Diverse thoughts, arranged in parenthetical format
July 16, 2004 - Banking whine
July 16, 2004 - Were I a bird, I'd be a pelican
July 14, 2004 - May my prayers be heard
July 12, 2004 - A good scent from a strange mountain of sorts
July 11, 2004 - Good, this is good
July 11, 2004 - Neither a wishlist nor complaintlist; someting inbetween
July 10, 2004 - It's been long enough
July 09, 2004 - There are no quiet moments
July 02, 2004 - A break
June 28, 2004 - -
June 25, 2004 - Destination known, he says, with lusty eyes agleam
June 24, 2004 - -
June 21, 2004 - Good thing I'm not into high school jocks, otherwise I'd be a shameless queen pulling trains in the locker room
June 19, 2004 - Recall the dancing baby on Ally McBeal?
June 18, 2004 - -
June 16, 2004 - -
June 15, 2004 - -
June 14, 2004 - -
June 08, 2004 - Smelling like Jamba Juice
June 07, 2004 - Inarticulate as usual
June 07, 2004 - -
June 06, 2004 - In which writing something is not beneficial to one's generalized apathy towards writing
June 03, 2004 - Wat voor nieuws is er?
May 27, 2004 - Not quite the ending one would hope for
May 24, 2004 - Faure in the background
May 22, 2004 - A satisfying day
May 22, 2004 - Mother May I?
May 21, 2004 - J'y ai arrivé
May 20, 2004 - Don't you need a consultant?
May 18, 2004 - -
May 17, 2004 - -
May 17, 2004 - Oh
May 16, 2004 - Don't see the use
May 12, 2004 - Snap snap snap
May 11, 2004 - Talk, just talk
May 09, 2004 - Singing minute songs to myself
April 28, 2004 - The sound of blood in my ears is hot
April 28, 2004 - Three from Dbfeb
April 27, 2004 - Some thoughts
April 24, 2004 - Fulfilling
April 23, 2004 - Leaving on a jet plane... for the umpteenth time and I've had enough
April 22, 2004 - Good things on the wind
April 21, 2004 - Long day ahead: Class, counseling, lunch with Courtney, class, work
April 20, 2004 - Late night telephone calls, people hiding in the shadows: Foreign nationals beware
April 20, 2004 - 3 Questions, Round I
April 19, 2004 - Ask me baby, ask me!
April 19, 2004 - Sex? No, it was SEX (kind of)
April 18, 2004 - Reminders
April 18, 2004 - Didn't go to church; instead thought about talking too much
April 17, 2004 - -
April 17, 2004 - Sex, more or less
April 16, 2004 - -
April 15, 2004 - -
April 13, 2004 - -
April 12, 2004 - -
April 09, 2004 - -
April 09, 2004 - -
April 08, 2004 - -
April 08, 2004 - Nostalgia.
April 07, 2004 - Self-pity, per custom
April 05, 2004 - -
April 05, 2004 - Of 12
April 04, 2004 - I have a chip on my shoulder. Wanna guess?
April 02, 2004 - -
April 01, 2004 - I tasted my own cum to the beat of Blondie
April 01, 2004 - -
April 01, 2004 - A chacun son gout
March 31, 2004 - 12-45
March 31, 2004 - 130
March 30, 2004 - -
March 30, 2004 - 134
March 29, 2004 - If it were a challenge I'd feel differently
March 28, 2004 - Baking cookies. And it's not even midnight.
March 28, 2004 - -
March 26, 2004 - The non-Friday Five Friday Five
March 24, 2004 - -
March 23, 2004 - -
March 21, 2004 - -
March 18, 2004 - This is the way it's done
March 18, 2004 - Don't look for an acrostic
March 16, 2004 - Pleasure
March 14, 2004 - Spank me?
March 11, 2004 - Leitmotifs run amuck
March 10, 2004 - I've either lost all sense or I'm doing something right
March 08, 2004 - Boom
March 06, 2004 - I'm honored, I truly am, but not interested
March 05, 2004 - Thoughts
March 05, 2004 - Friday Five
March 04, 2004 - Jason's a whore, repeat 1000x
February 29, 2004 - Closing in on near 1,000, the end goal
February 28, 2004 - Three
February 27, 2004 - 3
February 25, 2004 - Two
February 24, 2004 - One
February 23, 2004 - What?
February 21, 2004 - I -
February 17, 2004 - Stay away, Jason
February 16, 2004 - Melancholia gets a bum rap
February 15, 2004 - What the hell am I talking about?
February 14, 2004 - Valentine's Day: Tropism, emotions, movies - caricatures never end
February 13, 2004 - Friday Five
February 12, 2004 - Follow up on this, investigate patterns
February 11, 2004 - This is going to kill me
February 10, 2004 - Giving it a shot
February 10, 2004 - No, that's not my face you saw on TV. Practice for ease of delivery if needed.
February 09, 2004 - Read between the lines. I'm losing the urge / want / need / joy of writing.
February 08, 2004 - The enterprise of life defeats me
February 07, 2004 - There is nothing to say
February 07, 2004 - Saturday morning, a quiet time to think about the rising confluence of ambition and direction
February 06, 2004 - Friday Five
February 05, 2004 - If these are the last-minute details, I wonder what the real last-minute details will be
February 05, 2004 - I want a couple wives and husbands, and I've always had an eye on that goat over yonder
February 04, 2004 - Discretion, articulation: I demonstrate neither
February 02, 2004 - Please don't say Dockers and a shirt. I'm tired of my uniform.
February 02, 2004 - On poetry, hair color, and the end of the Luddite
February 01, 2004 - Slip 'n slide
January 31, 2004 - Light dinner, an outing, fresh sheets on the bed: An official date
January 31, 2004 - Is it risky to draw parallels between then and now, or obtuse when one doesn't?
January 30, 2004 - Friday Five
January 29, 2004 - The music of my season is acapella
January 29, 2004 - All of a sudden, this journal doesn't seem so private and it bothers me
January 28, 2004 - Morning sex with Ryan II, thoughts of Spec creep in
January 27, 2004 - One down (yesterday), one up (today): Call it what you will, these are the times I'm reminded to have faith
January 26, 2004 - Misanthropic sob fest. Spare yourself this one
January 25, 2004 - Quick: A primer on romance, inducing desire, and making one so horny he howls
January 24, 2004 - I feel like Mr. Potato Head
January 24, 2004 - Trafe! Moses would be pissed
January 23, 2004 - Begin self-talk now: I can do this, I can do this, I can do this and not feel guilty
January 23, 2004 - Considering doing my own meme. Were I, would you suggest Monday or Tuesday as best?
January 22, 2004 - Several coulds but it is certain: Those things I thought impossible are coming my way faster than I realize and my one day will be tomorrow before long
January 21, 2004 - It is a credo, a tattoo: No can do
January 20, 2004 - Ryan II cooks, cleans, and - (blush). That's for later.
January 20, 2004 - On limos and sisters and The Great Idiot, her boyfriend
January 19, 2004 - Don't they understand free time is ominous to me? Work me! Work me!
January 18, 2004 - Run quick or close your eyes: I don't believe in love, won't
January 17, 2004 - On Legos, sex, and hope
January 16, 2004 - Friday Five
January 16, 2004 - Breathe the air of loserdom today
January 15, 2004 - Keystrokes don't mimic human conversation close enough, but if I close my eyes and try real hard, I can almost hear it
January 15, 2004 - Now that shortly I'll click done! I'll have nothing else to do
January 14, 2004 - Smurfs?
January 13, 2004 - A day like a hot air balloon: Up quickly, amazing view, a rapid descent when the fuel runs out
January 13, 2004 - On Dean and his Cabinet vision: You really mean it?
January 13, 2004 - Addendum?
January 12, 2004 - I need to come up with a name less juvenile than Mean Therapist
January 12, 2004 - Knock knock?
January 12, 2004 - When will there be a moratorium on suing others for your life?
January 11, 2004 - Walking through Memphis - err, my fog-filled suburb
January 10, 2004 - Yes, yes, I know
January 10, 2004 - What's this? Again?
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January 08, 2004 - Sweet & Sour
January 08, 2004 - On the mentee and becoming an official mentor
January 07, 2004 - I've said it before; I hope I can stick with the plan
January 07, 2004 - I avoid men, and the lack of stimuli sucks; I engage them, and fuck it all up; an apt image is me working an assembly line removing all the bad apples after the good ones have already been picked so there's nothing getting by
January 06, 2004 - Keoni, if you ever read this, this is Jason with the big feet
January 05, 2004 - One cannot traverse two directions simultaneously and running to and fro to cover both routes proves disastrous
January 04, 2004 - Thought I could avoid the crowds but like most of my presumptions, I was in error
January 03, 2004 - On Ferris wheels
- 2004 Book Reviews
January 03, 2004 - One of those nights when - why say it? I wouldn't talk about it even if there was somebody to talk to
January 02, 2004 - Friday Five: A doozy
January 01, 2004 - Streetlamps
January 01, 2004 - Starting 2004 off on a good foot, because the other one is strained
December 31, 2003 - The best of, the worst of: Bits of miscellanea, for no one's amusement than my own (I am loathe to aim to lofty heights)
December 30, 2003 - Non-sequitur: I feel queasy
December 29, 2003 - It's raining something here in my house
December 28, 2003 - Benediction
December 27, 2003 - Spring 2003: Misplaced entries, or, The Entries I Hid And Forgot For Good Reason
December 26, 2003 - I'd like to think I've gained more brushstrokes but I see it clearly: I'm dealing with pointilism, not swaths, and I want to despair
December 25, 2003 - Christmas recap?
December 24, 2003 - Christmas Eve confession?
December 24, 2003 - Ah, what would one do without family? Live happily, prosper, enjoy the quietness of a home?
December 23, 2003 - Holiday stress six-fold: On my doorstep already
December 22, 2003 - Monday night
December 20, 2003 - Cyclical, elliptical, a mobius strip: Either way, I end up where I begin
December 19, 2003 - Yeah, it doesn't feel good
December 19, 2003 - Friday Five
December 18, 2003 - Catching up on the ex
December 17, 2003 - Come with, but get away quickly
December 16, 2003 -